27/1/92 - 3/4/11
Paan ! aini da tatau nak ckp cmne agy , aini tol2 sedih . Start kite kenal taon 2006 ! time tuh kat uma pak oteh ad buad kije kawen , paan ad time tuh sb paan men kompang . Majlis akad nikah mlm , paan ad lps akad nikah paan nan dak2 paan stay nak nyanyi , so ad dak ckp yg paan na b'duet nan aini , so aini lynkn . 1st jumpe en time tuh , paan soh aini pilih lagu so aini pilih la lagu PALING COMEL then paan ckp paan ta geti nyanyi lagu tuh so aini ckp la balun aje . Nyanyi pny nyanyi enth cmne ek paan bole dpt num aini time tuh aini ta bape igt sgt sme ad aini paan mntk kt nurul or paan mntk sndri . Then lps majlis mlm tuh , esok siang ny plak paan dtg sb na men kompang , aini asek fokus paan jek kod time uh siap rec vid agy time paan men kompang smbil men kompang smbil tuh paan senyum ! then lps tuh abis majlis paan alek , paan rugi ta join skaki :) ~ mlm abis majlis tuh paan dtg nan da tua ! time tuh paan na gmba aini , aini bg paan . Paan ckp paan na sume gmba aini so aini bg la sume skali . Time tuh kte siap amek gmba agy , tp gmba tuh skunk da tade sb memory aini da pecah . Then esokny lak paan na jmpe aini sbelum aini na alek jb , time tuh paan nan sorg agy tatau sp name die , b'bual pny b'bual paan na amek gmba buad kenangan , so aini soh kwn paan amekkn gmba kte b'dua , gmba tuh aini still smpan , na tgok tak ?
Nieh die gmba nye ! Then lps tuh kantoi abg sdre aini nmpk then die soh aini balek , last tuh aini salam paan . Ble aini alek makcik aini pgl kt blkg n sound " len kali jgn buad cmni agy , org tgok " pdhl kte ta buad pape , stay kt tmpt awam org len nmpk . Start tuh aini stay depan n t'menung smbil tuh nages , aini ngadu nan paan , paan ckp sabar k jgn nages . Ptg skit aini alek jb , ase cm na nages , s'pnjg aini kt jb bnyk dugaan yg kte lalui . Time aini kt jb lak , pena skali paan tduh aini psl gamba jntan kat handphone aini , pdhal aini ta smpan pun gmba aini nan jantan len , aini check balek sume gmba mmg tade , aini nages paan mara2 n tduh2 aini . Aini nages aini ta bole call paan , aini luahkn sumeny aini siap buad voice mail agy bia paan dgr ap yg aini ase , t'sedu2 aini nages paan buad aini cmni . Lps paan dgr paan call aini paan mntk maaf n paan ngaku yg paan dgr dr mlut org ( pihak ketiga ) , paan nages aini nages . Aini maafkan ap yg paan da buad ! Then ta lme aini alek kg balek , sb raya kod ! pastu aini alek kg tedong sb na raya kat uma nurul , so aini trasa na online so ble g kt tmpt lappy nan scare m'ngejutny paan ad time tuh , paan gh raya kt uma nurul , t'ngamam kejap tgok paan ad , mlm tuh lak kte jmpe kt kg tedong dpn uma nurul , plan nurul na jmpe kwn paan , so paan pun ad skali tuh pun nurul yg ckp nan aini sme ad aini na jmp paan ke ta , so aini ckp la na , rindu kodd . Aini tgok paan bwe moto nan bju paan yg cm bsr buad aini t'gelak , ilg ase rindu time tuh . S'pnjg tuh kte mmg tade mslh , kte asek call je kan ta call msg , kdg2 time call paan msty na nyanyi lagu b'duet , ary nieh lagu My Heart esok nan luse lak lagu ada cinta by paan n aini . Kenangan kn paan ! Pastu tiap kali call paan suke lpk kat gelangan bdminton , mmg kecoh la suasana tak situ , kecoh gile . Bnyak kenangan kan yg ta dpt aini lupekn . Then sejak paan pindah skola asrama , paan kenal nan ex aini yg nme die " AS " , as tuh dak jb die study kt asrama tmpt paan , paan mule renggang nan aini , aini tatau la if as tuh buad cite bruk2 psl aini kt paan ! sejak tuh aini da ta pilih dua dua , aini ta pilih paan aini ta pilih as so nan rasminy paan mntk lps . redha kodd ! Kte lost cntct dlm 1taon lbh or 2toan lbh kodd , lps tuh aini da tuka num , aini buang myspace lme aini , aini na lupekn paan mmg ta bole . So ble aini pk2 kan alek aini buad myspace bru then aini igtkn alek email myspace paan , start situ paan accpt aini kt myspace then kte cntct cm biasa , aini bg num aini kt paan . Paan siap call aini agy , then lps tuh kte chat wc kt ym ! wahh na luahkn rindu trasa malu so pendam . Paan na nan aini alek tp aini tkot , aini bkn na tolak lamaran paan tp aini na paan brubah yg lbh t'bek dr yg bek ! kena phm tuh paan ~ aini na luahkn yg aini still ad smpan syg nan rindu ? na luah malu . Paan call aini paan siap ckp dlu aini slalu call paan , skunk paan na call aini plak ! adil . So da lme2 tuh kte cm biasa cm jrg na msg n call . Then ble da lme2 kwn , tanggal 3/4/2011 tuh paez call aini , paez ckp paan da tade ! Aini ckp nan paez " kau men2 ke ap ! " paez ckp kau igt aku na aprilfool kn kau ke ? tade makneny la " . tp aini still ta bole na caye yg paan da tade ! now smpai skunk aini ta caye , aini na nages ble sume org ckp paan da tade ! aini nages sb ta bole lupekan paan , aini tringat kenangan kte dlu2 cmn , aini syg paan ! paan tglkn aini buad slme2ny , paan nape buad aini cmni ! paan ta syg kt aini ea ? nape paan g dlu ? urmm ~ aini doakan paan aman kat sne ! 1day aini hope kte dpt jmpe , aini na paan jd kekasih aini kat akhirat nanti ! aini hope so . Berharap paan jd kekasih akhirat aini buad slame2ny k . jgn hampe kn aini k paan ~
I will miss you forever !
:'(
